February 2012
43 posts
sad.
that’s how I always feel.
sad.
I’m just done with trying, really.
life is always going to be hard for me.
so why even keep trying?
there’s no point for me to live.
I’m a disappointment and a failure.
I don’t deserve anything good.
I deserve to suffer.
I’m a horrible daughter and a horrible person.
that won’t ever change.
I should just kill...
and that's exactly how I know I'm in love with...
we hardly talk anymore.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you more than anything, really.
just please remind me that you won’t drift away from me.
please.
I try, and I try, and I try, and I try. and I still never get anything in return. this is not fair and you know it.