December 2011
198 posts
me: im sad
everyone:
anyone whos not me: im sad
everyone: omg are you ok you can talk to me whenever you want youre beautiful ok i love you dont be sad
I just got randomly sad out of nowhere earlier.
it was the weirdest thing.
I was just in the kitchen getting something, and I was in a good mood, when suddenly, I just wanted to cry.
I was trying so hard to calm myself down because I have someone over and I can’t just randomly cry like that.
I just, I don’t even know.
and counting.
sometimes, I know exactly why I’m sad.
but, most of the time, I honestly don’t know why I’m sad.
those feelings just come out of nowhere.
even when I’m perfectly content, I just all of a sudden want to cry.
I try to find what triggers the urge to cry, but I can never find it.
and it’s happening right now.
I want to cry.
I want to pull my hair out.
I want to...
I know I shouldn’t still be sad about this.
but I am.