February 2012
42 posts
sad.
that’s how I always feel.
sad.
I’m just done with trying, really.
life is always going to be hard for me.
so why even keep trying?
there’s no point for me to live.
I’m a disappointment and a failure.
I don’t deserve anything good.
I deserve to suffer.
I’m a horrible daughter and a horrible person.
that won’t ever change.
I should just kill...
and that's exactly how I know I'm in love with...
we hardly talk anymore.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you more than anything, really.
just please remind me that you won’t drift away from me.
please.
I try, and I try, and I try, and I try. and I still never get anything in return. this is not fair and you know it.
January 2012
95 posts
Note to self: People change. As much as it might hurt, I need to stop dwelling on the past and what might have been. Don’t do this to yourself.
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It...”
– Neil Gaiman (via anxiousandawkward)
oh jeez my love life always sucks lol
and I know this because I’ve never had a relationship that lasts more than a month. oh yay. probably going to get heartbroken by this lovely girl too. it always happens so I might as well expect it and get fucking used to it.